Good Spirituality!

If I kill to stop someone from slandering or blaspheming God, then, what have I done to stop that? These actions cause millions more to curse my God, so what good is it? My God has the power to create and destroy, is that not right? Why do I not let my God do His own bidding., or do I not trust His power or His judgement, or His timing? My job is to surrender, and that entails, giving up my ego and my own need to protect Him. My job is respect life, and all His creations. My prayer is for more wisdom, compassion and mercy. _ Lingam69